wishes, only wishes.

during the final hours of the day, the sunlight pierced through the ugly clouds
and the beams of light danced upon the tips of your hair.
reflected towards your face, it lit up your eyes, made your pasty white skin glow, your lips turn bright pink
and i swear, i could hear the skies cry with envy and jealousy.
the flowers and trees, the birds and the bees, everything stood in awe, they stood in awe.
as you lifted your limbs and they turned into wings and up you flew, up you flew.
you sat in the clouds and clenched at your shroud, oh how you wished it was just you and i.
i sat in my room listening to the storm, wishing for your shape, with me to be formed.

a flame can melt away wax, destroy bush and forest, tear down the buildings that we've come to admire.
yet it can bring new life, born from the ashes, deliver us heat and fuel our desires.
i'm burning alive, my heart is on fire. my chest is so warm and i'm coughing up ash,
i stare at the walls, i watch them all melt. exposing to the outside what's inside myself.
the stars are all watching, a million tiny eyes. the moon is brighter than the other night.
tonight is the night, i'm to reach the ultimate, end all my troubles and woes and hold you forever.