i'm giving this my all, i'm trying my absolute best
to not lump you together alongside all of the rest
but i feel i'm failing quite spectacularly, i fear i'll be replaced.
i'm so afraid you won't want me again until i am entirely erased.
until i am finally the piece of shit you swore that i never was -
ignoring the exhaustion and all the hardships i have caused.
i'm really fucking sorry, i need the oppurtunity to communicate
that i have yet to go a single single day where i do not carry your weight.
i will always run back to you no matter what you've put me through
because all my days still seem to always start and end with you.
i cannot shake the lightest of blues that is your eyes,
how they are so damn wonderful and how they would hypnotize.
i'm begging do not forget that i will be right here
whether it takes but several months or rather, several years.